Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 6:07 AM!(:
Love life is something to treasure as a memories Even though it is tough going through a complicated problems Love towards someone you adore will never change.. All those laughter, smile and teardrops Is always something to me.. Something that can't be erased. But why, All those heartbroken love life story i have to go through? Why is it the same heartbroken feelings? Why can't i have a perfect love? Why can't i have it just like a fairytale which ended happily ever after ? I fell for your words, your smile, your kindness especially. But in the end, i was the one in a situation of heartbroken. I thought you can change me. Change everything around me to a beautiful garden. Surrounded by your love.... But it as meant for a mean time. Is this what i should live in? Should i be the one who have those broken smiles everytime? Why me? Why can't i have you, like how she has you now? Why should i be the one sacrificing all those love? Why should i be the one looking at you both happy? Why should i be the one crying for you, waiting for you, Sacrificing for you and give in? Thank you so much...
That was created by KeyraSepet(;
She wrote it specially for me. Sweet of her.
Today is the second last day of school.
And tomorrow, it'll be the last day and i really hate the date.
There's nothing else for me to post,
Till here then.
Sayonara!
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Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 7:05 AM!(:
Yoha people!
For Ummu's sake , i have to blog.
Nothing much happen lately, except that EOY is over.
We can hoorayy but just wait until the results.
I know i'm gonna fail my maths badly. Esp maths paper 2 .
Sheesh , thanks to mr alvin for saying the maths paper was the most easy paper he had ever set. Huhu.
Tomorrow will be hanging out at Ramizah's crib to make a collage with Ummu, Ramizah & Amira.
&& yes i miss Hazrul. I miss talking to him.
I miss his laughter. Now, he's away due to joining some stupid camp. And he never bid me goodbye. Sobsob. Gosh i really miss him.
Iloveyou,[insertname]
You always make my day.
You never fail to make me smile or laugh.
I never thought i would be in love with you.
But sadly, all those love are hidden and can't be shown to you.
And i know that you'll never treat me more than a friend.
But yet still,
I'll never stop loving you.
Friday, October 9, 2009 @ 5:39 AM!(:
To Ummu;I'm sorry for all my shitty wrong doings towards you.
I know that all this while, i've hurt you with my words.
I knew that you dislike me of my behavior.
I'm sorry for evrything.
I'm really am sorry..
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Friday, October 2, 2009 @ 6:52 AM!(:
Yoha!
I wont elaborate much.
1st October 2009
School was still such a DRAG. And EOY is just around the corner, fcukass btol.
Brought back all my textbooks, so called wanna study at home, but never did. Sheesh.
Stayback after school 'cause the Hope 2-3 was given a chance to perform the Macbeth.
So me, Amira, Ramizah & Ummu decided to drop by and watch. But all we see is full of craps. Sorry guys, no offence.
Mrs Liew was fcuked up with their attitude and left the hall. But still, she came back. With Mr Loh, of course. However, they wasn't prepared. Radeen was the Lady Macbeth. Ramizah and i laugh out loud seing Radeen sitting like a girl. Skipskip. We just went home cause they bored us to death. Well, the four of us thought that we were the worse ones among all the Macbeth play. But we took back our words.
Ramizah and Ummu was still at the hall, me and Amira went home. And guess what, a black cat chased after me and Amira. Well, most of it was me. Stupid cat. Went home, i slipped in the toilet and HIT MY BUMP. Damn painful sia.
2nd October 2009
I seriously got nothing to say. Stayback with Amira and Ummu.
They study while i do nothing. Pandai kan Afiqah?
We prank someone. Those who know, shhhhhhhhh! (;
To Hazrul;
I miss you.
I miss your everthing.
I miss you calling me in the middle of the night.
I'd never erase the memories of us.
I want us to be like we used to.
I take back what i've said earlier on.
All those words were trying to forget you.
But i couldn't. I can't forget you.
Cause you were everything to me.
You cared for me. You always listen to my problems.
But i didn't cared about you. I was being selfish towards you.
I never understood you until i realised that you're very important to me.
Please come back to me. I regretted every single moment of it.
I'm really am sorry......
