You didn't realised how special of you to me. I loved you, but you didn't notice it. Though we talked, and yet you couldn't really receive the actual message from me. I didn't have the guts to tell you anything cause it hurts so much knowing that you rather stand on your own than anything else. Though you fooled me twice, and yet i could never gave up on you cause were too special for me to forget. Ilovedyousomuch.

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I won't be updating that much for now. Cause i'm just plain lazy. People are getting veryvery annoying nowdays. Irritating la you all. Know how to make me angry only. Grrr. So jyeah, think that for now. Adios.

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Someone's has been hacking into my blog account. You know who are. Nevermind, i can close one eye for you(:

Okay, today. Did nothing much. School was a total bore! Yesyes, let me repeat eh, TOTAL BORE. Had F&N re-test. Luckily it's an open book test, or else, i'm dead. Then had physics then MT. I swear i was like Zzzzzzzzzzzz during physics and MT. But i actually didn't lah. Chopchop, recess time, sat at the usual place with girlfriends. We chitchat like a total moron(s). After recess, had maths, didn't bother to pay attention as i having a slight fever due to the weather. It was too hot. Next was english. I nearly ZzzzZzzzz in class cause the teacher teach a stupid&boring thing. Hah. And please la eh, my name is definitely not "Hey soul sister" okay. Thanks to you, classmates are like sooo irritating by singing that song ifront of me. Bagosssss sekali. After english, go home time! Chopchillichop, switched on lappy. After that, chatted with [insert here]. So yeah, i puked everthing out to him about [insert here]. Hhaha, it was freaking hilarious i tell you. Right now still, i can't even stop laughing. Sheesh. Hehe. Only i and [insert name] knows about this, kan [insert name] kan? Okay shut up. I'll just end here.
Sayonara.

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So yeah, had great time actually until someone appears to ruin my awesome day.

It began well, but why do you have to ruin everything? Why can't you just listen and understand my situation? You're the one who make me lose hope and dare you blame it on me? Gahhh, stupid karma. So yeah, i'm sick and tired of sulking, crying and mad at you. You won my heart but in the end, it vanished into the thin air. You thought it was easy for me to say it out loud to you, bt you thought wrong. Now i knew the reasons for your pasts. Cause they're sick and tired of your controlness and your selfishness. You said it wasn't appropriate for me to do stuffs, but when i think back, who are you to control my life? Your not my parents. You may think i was just using you but no, i wasn't. I just didn't have the guts to say [insert words here]. But to think again i'm too young for it. I know i'm gonna regret it but we're better off being a friend instead of having any relationship. I'm sorry.

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It's gonna be a short sweet post.

Today is the most happiest day of my entire life thanks to ehem. Heheheh. Those who know, shhhhhh. Weeeeee~~ So yeah, school as per normal. Such a bore really. Well except for texting ehem and there was no choir today. So yeah, spent my entire day with ehem only. Hehehehehhe. Chopchop, went straight home. After reaching, straight away on laptop and waited for ehem to online. Then otp-ed with him from 5 plus till break fast. Heheh. We enjoyed ourselves laughing at our lame jokes. Weeee~ I'm soo happy. So yeah, currently text-ing him right now. Okay, my mind is blank. I'll end here then.
Sayonara.

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I try to to update a proper post for today. Hmm, where should i start? Okay got it.
Early in the morning, meet up with Shalaat as usual. Blablabla, met up with Rusyadah at Khatib then we walk to school. Chopchop, had common test 2 today. Did english compo for the first two period then had p.e . We had softball! Yeah i'm like sooooo addicted to it, though i couldn't bat so well. Oh well, practise makes perfect, am i correct. After p.e , went sat at the area nearby plaza, since it was fasting month already. We sat there like an idot. Oh, and not to mention, Aishah and i sang this song from The Little Rascals till it was rainy heavily. Weeeee! But it was just for a short moment. Chopchop, after school slack outside classroom, we talked, gossip and laugh our asses out like nobody business. Then right, got this one part, i veryvery the sadsad. I've finally divorce with Adilah because Fiqo was being an irritating home wrecker. Haiyooo. Huhu. I still kept the divorce official form. Hehe. Chopchop, at night, Shalaat texted me about [insert name]. After reading the text message, i quickly call Shalaat up. So, she told me exactly what happen. After hearing, i seriously started to miss [insert here] soooo much. Yeah i know i was the one who said goodbye to him. But what was i suppose to do, imma super duper wooper ego person. Grr. What's left behind remains in the past. C'mon fiqah, forget him forget him forget him! Oh, and did i mention that i've finally, i mean officially have moved on from [insert name] after bloody 1 year 1 month? If not then, shhhhh. Okay, that's all for today, shall stop here.
Sayonara.

Hellohello.
I know i haven't been posting for such a long time. Well, i'm just lazy that's all. Heh.
Tomorrow marks the first day of fasting month. Though i won't be fasting for few days. FML. I wanna fast man. Grr. Chopchop, helped Shalaat to replace her blogskin, and what else? Uhhhhh, i forgot. Well, i'll just end my post here then.
Sayonara.